| good luck </3 |
[Dec. 13th, 2004|10:14 pm] |
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F this...im pissed
i fall for it harder everytime...why am i an option and not a priority? |
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[Dec. 11th, 2004|12:16 am] |
hey hey today i worked from 4-8 then picked jham up and watched a movie and brought him home.....this kid is amazing...well yea we either wanna just fricken kill eachother or flurt....its fun :0) so tommorow i work from 3-9 then sunday i work 11-6 so stop in and see me! I dont have anything else really planned...well have a good weekend! night
<3 Jillian Marie |
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| soooo its been a while... |
[Dec. 8th, 2004|05:21 pm] |
wow i havent wrote in this forever.....Christmas dance was really fun! We all went to linz's for dinner and pic before and then to the dance. After the dance we went to matts house and chilled till like 3 then went to lindsays. We hung out there and went to bed around 7 and woke up at 9 bc it was JANNA"S B-DAY!! It was fun times! haha alot of shit went down...i was a good girl though (suprisingly)
Guys are confusing...i dont think i know what i want...but i do want a bf...
oh this was random on saturday i went to the omni with my mom then went tanning and she went up to this kid and was like i know you!! (he was hott) then hes like ohhh and i guess my mom knows his mom and me and him knew eachother from when we were really little. Well anyways my mom ws talking to his mom later that day and told her that i thought he was hott. so then he calls my phone and we talked for a long time then after the xmas dance he went to matts. He seems cool but he has a gf. so that sucks...but yea funny how my mom tried hookin me up...i love it
sooo yesterday this really cool and funny kid told me he has had a crush on me for a while....now thats cool bc i have a thing for him...we just bull shit around and mock eachother so bad, but its awesome....the personalities match really good....he just got out of a relationship so we will see what happens...it not good to rush into a new relationship. Well i just wanted to write a lil bit, but i will try to update more again...bc my journals are so interesting....nope |
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[Oct. 14th, 2004|11:18 pm] |
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ohhh yea i for got to say....Tonight my buddy Geiger came over and chilled and we went to Halloween usa to find me some sweet shit that ill have to buy soon. I love that kid hes the best. I was sooo hyper around him tonight and i couldnt stop laughing and i stole his money and burned it...yep hahahaahahaha :0) |
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| Welcome to my life |
[Oct. 14th, 2004|10:47 pm] |
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| | mr hanky- South Park | ] |
So lets see here Wednesday after school I worked till 9:15 and came home and did some homework and went to bed...I saw Tom from whitehall with Megan Calston and the buckle...I havent seen him since me Ryan and I broke up...Hes so funny but yea hmmm oh and Tara from work wants to set me up with her brother?? Hes a senior and Fruitport his name is michael Randell...anyone know him?? But i doono im not about the whole set up thing ya know..whatever though. He called me tonight and wanted me to go to this thing sat morning and i said yea but i forgot i have my PSAT test from 8am to 11 sooo yea about that. I dont know his number either so thats not good. Hopefully he will call back so i can tell him. Well im totally stressed out with things right now..I have to divide my check i get from work up into $60 for insurance every two weeks, $40 for gas, put like alot in savings, then have the rest...but thats like nothing and i feel like im working for nothing...PLUS i work at the fricken buckle and i want to buy things! It torcher...oh well i doono ill get over it. Tommorow everyone is going to the haunt i think, but i really dont want to spend $13 on a haunted house so i doono...I have to get up early too for that damn test. Ill get my check cash it buy stuff then go to the Omni for like 3 hours lol and go home and sleep. That seriously sounds good to me right now...kinda sad. If I dont do anything tommorow night ill get my party on sat and make up fot it haha...seriously.
OK DEFINENTLY THE MOST DESTURBING THING OF MY LIFE (JANNA WOULD AGREE) Today in physical science with Jordan we were all doing this experiment thing and Truman Masters-Hawkins starts talking about his poetic side and janna asked about mal and we got into that subject... then he starts going into how he knows alot of things about girls that he knows that alot of people dont. So we were all like ok tell us something...then he goes whats the correct name for the "FLAPS" jannas like what did he just say??? and we started cracking up... and mind you trum is taking this very sriously...then we sit down and he comes over and is like i dont understand the big deal....and then somehow he got into this subject of the girl "being aggressive" then he pointed to jj and he goes, "Now her i dont see being aggressive in bed." Then he turned to me and goes,"Well her ha well yea i can see that being crazy." I WAS LIKE OHMIGOD... R U SERIOUS...WHO SAYS THAT...anyways that desturbed me. Im gonna love it when im like 45 and see a book titled "Correct terminology and guide to agressiveness in bed" by Truman Masters-Hawkins...then Subtitled "Cmon my moms a doctor" haha if you read this Trum by some miracle then i dont mean anything against you at all you are just extremly intertaining and i wouldnt change yor presence in my 4th hr if i could :)
WEll thats all she wrote todaymy loves but im sure ill be back tommorow...have a good one
<3333 Jillian |
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| so let me slip away... |
[Oct. 12th, 2004|10:06 pm] |
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Hey sooooooo I hate math. I suck at it. I still manage to get good grades in it but i hate it. It is the only class that doesnt come easy to me. ugh it stresses me out. But yea...today i went to the Omni with ev and worked out. I locked my keys in my car again so i called my mom to come unlock it lol. She has been really bitchy lately and i dont know why. I think she wants more money and is stressed out with her financial burdans lol but im not sure. After we left we just came back to my house and chilled. Now Ev is sleeping and im sitting here...so yea im so confused on where im at on things. I have this sudden urge to have a boy friend. Weird i know but i doono i like it...Is it to hard to ask to find a dark handsome tall guy with a bod and the best personality in the world? I think not..so i need to find one i guess. Well no i wont look for one they will just come along...i wish man ugh im sooooo confused. Its only tuesday and it need to be the weekend bad. it hasnt even been a bad week im just drained. Yesterday i left school after 3rd hr and just came home and slept untill 3 then when to work. I think i feel like im missing something and its not just a love life. I know i miss dance but i wanted a break and a financial brake as well but i doono something is missing.
I know that i still miss ryan but that was a year ago. A girl from whitehall came into the Buckle and starting talking ot me and she knew i used to go out with ryan. Then she goes yea hes going out with a girl that i would never expect him to be with. I guess she tall and blonde but doesnt have a personality?? i doono thats what i heard but im sure shes awesome bc ryan is a great guy and he knows what to look for in a girl. HONESTY.... yea well that mad me sad knowing that he has a gf. I got my hopes up that we could like even be friends. WEll he called me a few weeks ago and said that he think sbaout me and still cares and stuff and every time he even comes in my life for two seconds i fall for him again and harder every time. Im so pitaful lol but i was in love and i dont know when ill find that again. Im so venting right now. In a way i know everyhting happens for a reason but i think since it was all my fault that i cant get over it. If he did it to me id be able to move on faster. I mean i have moved on ive ben with other guys but its not the same ...yet. I know evs having a hard time too. Im glad we can talk to eachother about things and know we both understand. Well i hope ryan never reads this lol thats for sure.
Ninety miles outside Chicago
can't stop driving I don't know why
So many questions, That need an answer
Two years later, you're still on my mind
I'm speeding by the place that I met you
For the ninety-seventh time, tonight
Well i good night all... |
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[Oct. 10th, 2004|10:05 pm] |
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hey hey so its sunday night and im just getting some things done and thought id give a lil update. On Friday I worked and got out at 8 then called some people to see if there was anythign going on and there wasnt. I went to my moms and i was tired as hell so i actually just stayed home and chilled there. Alright good story...my phone rang and i anwsered it and they go hey...i said who is this..they go this is brent i go hey whats up. Now i thought this was brent susselmen and that would be quite random but i was like whatever. Then he goes yea im with kyle. So i thought he meant sheran (sp sorry) then they so is there anything going on and then there were basically gonna come over maybe so i said let me call you back. Then in about 5 min i called brent back and said hey u can come over if you want...hes like oh...ok? I was like do u wanna? He goes well im with kyle and i said yea i know that. Then i go WAIT did u call me hes like ugh no i didnt why? I FELT LIKE A TOOL!! IT WAS BRETT BOWEN FROM OV THAT CALLED ME NOT SUSSELMEN AND HE WAS WITH KYLE SKODACK WOW IM AN IDIOT. oh well im over it. It was just quite ammusing. So yea i ended up going right to bed bc i was tired as helll. I woke up at about 8 and went to work out at the omni and at 10 did a class with ev and cort. That was funny as hell. I got home at like 1130 and got ready for work at 1 till 7. After work i went to evs and then to the furry game with her to watch her brother. After that was over we just went to wiles and saw watched drunks and drove there asses around lol then drove around some more and went back to evs. Today we woke up and then went to corts for a bit and then i had to work again at 1 till 5. Then i ran to get a few things and packed for my dads. Now im here...i just got done making some signs for sherb bc its her 17th birthday tommorow!!!! I <3 her. I need to get her present this weekend when i get paid. I love buying things for people its so fun:) It will prob be something from the buckle most likely lol. Well i got nothin else really....
One thing i know is im bored with my love life lol. Its like i dont want a bf bc were in high school but i do just because i miss it. Like having one person being there i guess. I doono im being a girl i guess and i cant explain what i mean. Well im out till tommorow night night loves
<33333 Jillian |
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[Oct. 7th, 2004|10:13 pm] |
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sorry for the lack of the lj use...i guess ill just start up dating from when i last wrote. Friday I met up with ev and the girlies and watched about half of our game and got cold and wet from the bad weather so we went to bka nd sat there. Then some of us went to the dance including me. That was alright then there was not shit going on after that so i went home...Then i didnt know if cujo tried calling and i guess he did or soemthing but i was too busy getting my drink on...by myslef....yes thats so sad....bordom i guess and sorry for whooever got a phone call from me that night :/. I went to bed and woke up with a lil present on my bed...yea good one then i hungoverly got ready for work. After work ev and i met up again and tried to deciede what to do....so we went to nathan frames for a while. It was like a family reunion. I missed geiger so much i just hugged that kid like craziness. Then i saw Mr. Todd Esteban stroll by and i embraced him in a hug haha yea i miss that crazy kid. He is fricken nuts. We are alot alike actually just because were both sweet as hell no actually because we have the same interests kinda...i donno something makes us alot alike. I never get bored hanging out with him....i need to do that soon. I got home that night and got really sick again...ev spent the night then the next day i worked again. On Monday went to school then I joined the Omni. I had a good workout on monday i did pilates abbs thats a killer. On tuesday i worked again and rolled in the do for the buckle. On wednesday I worked out for like 3 hours and did a kickboxing class with ev...hardest class ever and i guess jody vallier got hit by a car?? topic of the day indeed. And FINALLY today... interesting day at school. I had the sub that talks about cattle and then 6th hour i had a sub. Not just any sub. He told us that a mayan indian women told him that black people used to be blue chinese people used to be green indians used to be red and whites used to be translusent. Yes thats correct translusent. Also that in the year 2012 there is a new star gate opening and chosen indians will go back to there "cluster of stars" and new arrivals will come to enjoy earth....whatever dude smoke more reefer and get brain washed too...he also tried to guess what country our last names came from. He got them all right. Then he came to be and goes thorns...definently england...which is correct but i said no thats incorrect. Hes like oh really? I said yep its from New Guinea, the west coast to be exact in a little town known and masdada. Totally pulled that one out of my anal. intertaining...after school i once again went to the omni for nearly 3 hours and i did a cardio calss and a cycing class. That was tight they had good music and lights and suff in that one. I sweet soooooooo much it was awesome. I then went home and showered and went to a work meeting about some up coming things. Now im at home by myself just doing some stuff and going to bed pretty soon here. My rents are in gr at a meeting... well tommorow is school then work from 4-8 and then seeing whats going on....sat i work from 1-7 then going to the fury game with ev and then something fun...JJ? or something...then sunday i work again from 10:45 till 4?? i think so yea stop in we have a sale going on. Well i hope its a good weekend. For now i say farwellllll my loves
<333333 Crazyjilly |
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[Sep. 30th, 2004|10:27 pm] |
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so i was an awesome pirate today with a stash...
ugh frusteration...i dont care that much i mean i can easily get over it least of my worries it just pisses me off. I tell someone then it seems like they deliberatly go for it or something. Thats why you only tell your close friends whats up. its not like anything was anything but my intentions were different. Maybe i read things wrong but they were pretty clear. Thats why i even talked things out before...to be on the same page. Im not going to compete with it thats just dumb i dont need that. Life can be a lil b sometimes i guess. I wouldnt even be that mad if it was invloved as well but that makes it worse. you want what you cant have and thats a fact. Well hell with it ya know im out...even with bull shit going on i have a huge wave of happiness over me..not sure why but i just do. I have so many other things that make me happy...and none of this is even a big deal its just something lil that can piss you off.
So tommorow is homecoming and im pumped...After i will crunk it and punch it yea i will watch me |
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| thanks for comin out... |
[Sep. 29th, 2004|09:58 pm] |
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hey hey last time i upated was hmm sunday. So lets seee. I monday had a good hollywood day at school. Linz tina travis and ed made court so thats cool. After school i went to my madres and go tsome food and layed down bc i had a really bad migrane. I then went to work at the buckle. I had a good night there. Got out about 9:15 and went to my dads. On tuesday it was mix match day. I looked crazy man. I had a camo skirt on with a red belt a tie die sock and a striped sock, two different shoes, tie dye shirt, striped jaket, a flower lay, and team kuzaki motorcross trucker hat, and i dont even know. I looked so random. I went to evs after school and hung out before i went to work again and that was that. Today was pj day so i rocked that out.AND ITS TRAV'S BIRTHDAY HAPPY B-DAY!!!!!! We had our powder puff game today. We did dominate the freshman, but the seniors beat us. Well i mean we let them win bc they are seniors ;) That was so fun though. I have never gotten to play before bc i always had dance so i was happy i could this year. It was so aggressive i loved it. Man some people were crazy with nails and pinching and shit so i nailed them. My knee kills right now its awesome. haah but yea it was cool, hopefully noone got too hurt and we better be able to do this next year. They think that there not going to allow it, but ill have to have a say in that. So far its been a good week, harldy any homework so that a big +++++. Tommorows pirate day ill have to pull off soemthing hmmm well im excited for the game on friday and what shit goes down after.. I have to work on sat from 3 till 8 and sun like 1-5 so its not too bad still can do soemthing sat night. Well its shower time and then im hittin it sooo have a good one. night lovers
<33333 Jillian |
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| soooo its been awhile... |
[Sep. 26th, 2004|03:28 pm] |
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| | best day of my life- jesse McCartney | ] |
well its been a weeek.....i was at my moms and i never really go online there. Lets see here... this was a pretty good week. I worked at the dip on sunday night then came home. On Tuesday I worked at the Buckle. I seriously love it there its so fun. I like the people i work with alot. Its so funny though, you have to watch all these movies and read tons of stuff on how to be a good employee and sell things. We dont call our costomers costomers, we call them guests. Some of the stuff is so corny, but its so cute and makes sense. On Tuesday i did really good for my first night. I sold so much and had so much fun. It cant get much better because yuor basically shopping with other peoples money. I really like putting clothes together and stuff. I went to Sailor Idol on Thursday. All I can say is wow. We have so many talented people that just blow me away. Rachel Parker is awesome and i was blown away. She has such a powerful voice. I love Josh Bourdons voice too its so original sounding. My girl Annie worked it too!!! Sam Thompson was amazing wow. She is so awesome. Well everyone else did great too! After that got over with I went to the JV game. Yea varsity good learn a few pointers from them haha jk. On Friday night I worked at 4 till 9:30 then came home and watched the sport highlights and went to bed. I had to get up at 7 to get my blood drawn and then met my dad at bob evans to eat some b fast. Then i went to work again at 9:45 and got out at 1. I met up with ev after that and came back to my house then met up with kt and kait. We thought there was a party in Whitehall but there wasnt so ev and i drove around the whole world then came home. We talked to kyle for a bit and then I talked to Trav and theeeen kaitlyn called us to tell us some news that went down that night. Not cool at all...I love you Kait and you can always talk to me. Know that I will always be honest with you and up front:) So yea then i brought ev home on sunday morning so she could go to work and i ran all around town trying to find stuff to make a powder puff t shirt with and didnt have much luck then i went to practice. Ha its so fun I really hope we beat the seniors!!! Ya thanks for comin out...after thhhat i went to jo anns and got stuff for the shirts and met ev and annie at subway and came home.. Im really tired today. I think i better go running or something. Well I am really excited for this week because its homecoming week! Im going all out everyday so be prepared right now. I have to work monday and tuesday then our game is on wednesday. Im so glade i dont have to work on friday! On sat i work and sunday i work but just like afternoon hours. Well this thing has been one big blabber fest and very pointless but ill write more later...i gots to call trav to see if were gonna chill and i have to watch some football too.....buh byes loves
<3 Jillian |
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[Sep. 19th, 2004|12:49 pm] |
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saturday...not to eventful. I worked from 10:30 till 4:30 then went home and showered and Evynn came over and we were trying to find something to do Todd called me crunked bc he was drinking at like 9 in the morning on his charter. I had no idea who it was at first then he gowes its T.O.double dizzle. Hes such a crazy kid...Then I called Trav to see if he won his game in Detroit and they did so they play again and come home sunday. Good job Trav!! There wasnt too much going on. Keisha called ev and said her boyfriend was having a party by blue lake, but that was too far. Then we were thinking of going to Whitehall but it was just a "guys night". So we ended up going to Kushners house and sitting there then came back to my house. We were bored as hell. Then i was so tired so we layed down and listened to music lol. We fell asleep then got a random phone call from kyle and ev was being really loud and i was getting pissed. After that at about 3 we get a call from janna. I guess she was in the hospital and so was linz. They were on a 3 wheeler and got thrown off and i think linz broke her nose and janna has a concusion. Ev thgouht janna was shitting with her but she wasnt, I was still sleeping at this point and yelling ev shut the f up. She goes um jannas in the hospital and im like ugh good one. Then shes like no im serious. I was scured! I still havent heard anything else so i hope to God they are ok. I Love you girls :( so yea that was the night. Today i washed my car and packed for my moms. I think ill stop by my borthers to watch the bears game. He has the NFL ticket thing on his tv so u can wat ch any game going on i guess. Then ill go to my moms then work at 4 till about 930. I dont mind thoguht bc its my last day and i work with robin. What a nice way to end my whippi dip experience. :) So the weekend is basically over and back to school we go. I wish we ahd fridays off and went longer during the week and no late start. But im going to get ready to go... have a good one everyone...
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[Sep. 17th, 2004|11:50 pm] |
There was a time before cable, a time when people believed everything they heard on TV. This was an age when only men were allowed to read the news. It was an age when the local anchorman reigned supreme. In San Diego one man was more man then the rest. His name was Ron Burgundy. He was like a God walking amongst mere mortals. He had a voice that could make a wolverine purr and suits so fine they made Sintara look like a hobo. In other words, Ron Burgundy was the balls.
The Germans discovered it in 1904, and they called it "San Diego", which in German means "whale's vagina".
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You're so wise. You're like a miniature Buddha, covered with hair.
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I love scotch. Scotchy, scotch, scotch.
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Brick, where did you get a hand grenade?
Ron: I don't know.
They've done studies, you know. Sixty percent of the time it works every time.
Ron Burgundy : ...That doesn't make any sense, Brian.
Yes? What is it, Brick?
Brick Tamland : I would like to extend to you an invitation to the pants party.
Veronica Corningstone : Excuse me?
Brick Tamland : [struggling] The... party. With the... with the pants. Party with pants?
Veronica Corningstone : Brick, are you saying that there's a party in your pants and that I'm invited?
Brick Tamland : That's it.
love... carpet.
[pause]
Brick Tamland : I love... desk.
Ron Burgundy : Brick, are you just looking at things in the office and saying that you love them?
Brick Tamland : I love lamp.
Ron Burgundy : Do you really love the lamp, or are you just saying it because you saw it?
Brick Tamland : I love lamp! I love lamp.
Ron Burgundy : Look, it's the most glorious rainbow ever.
Veronica Corningstone : Do me on it!
Brick Tamland : [opposing women in the newsroom] I heard somewhere their periods attract bears. They can smell the menstruation.
Brick Tamland : I ate fiberglass insulation. It wasn't cotton candy like the guy said... my tummy itches.
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Brian Fantana : So the team pancake breakfast is tomorrow morning at nine, instead of eight.
Ron Burgundy : Oop... I almost forgot. I won't be able to make it fellas. Veronica and I trying this new fad called uh, "jogging". I believe it's "jogging" or "yogging". it might be a soft "j". I'm not sure but apparently you just run for an extended period of time. It's supposed to be wild.
Ron Burgundy : [looking at his reflection in the mirror] Mmmmm... I look good. I mean really good. Hey everyone... come and see how good I look!
Brian Fantana : People call me the Bry man; I'm the stylish one of the group. I know what your asking yourself and the answer is yes. I have a nick name for my penis. Its called the octagon, but I also nick name my testie's my left one is James Wesfall and my right one is Doctor Kenneth Noise water. You ladies play your cards right you just might get to meet the whole gang. |
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[Sep. 17th, 2004|11:41 am] |
hey...I had to end the night pretty early :(... I have to work at 10:30 tommroow morning and i had to come home tonight to my dads all the way to OV. I need a good night sleep and my dad has to have my car to do some body work on in the morning. Tonight I went to Topos for evs bday dinner. It was yummmmy...kails and rach had to work there tonight so we thought it would be good to involve them lol. Great service girls...except for annies lil incounter ha....after that we went to jannas and to the football game. Another sailor victory. Oh wait. Thats alright though good game. Jesse got a touchdown then later on he blacked out and was taken away by the ambulance! I was worried man. Even though he a complete ass to me..jk its a mutual thing. After the game I went to anns with janna then left after a while. We were watching mean girls. BEST chic flick ever. I didnt think it came out on video yet? After that we went to BK and tried to find something to do, but it was about 11 and i was tired and had to be soon any way so i left. So yes, that was the wild night. Im not sure what Im doing tommorow after work...hopefully ev and I will go (somewhere) ;) doubtful but ya know. Well i dont feel like writing anymore in this damn thing so im out. night
~Jillian |
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[Sep. 16th, 2004|10:05 pm] |
good dayyyy. So antoher day...went to schooooool....learned a sweet song in choir...AFRIKA! Yep had it stuck in my head allll day long. I kept busting it out in 6th hour and people were like thats random. After school i went to evynn's and did the sweet ass dance machine. It was awesome. I rock at it....OH WAIT I ACTUALLY SUCKED...REAL BAD I have to practice so we can have dance offs. Then I went to my moms to eat and then met Travis at the plaza to see anchor man. Ive seen that movie like 3 times now i think. Its so weird. But i had fun hangin out with trav. Hes really cool to talk to and understands me well. Im so glad tommorow is friday. Im looking forward to hanging out with my friends and chillen and also for the last weekend at the whippi dip.
OH i for got to talk about this yesterday...when i was driving to dinner I switched lanes on seaway ( congrats right) no but seriously i was in the right then i got over to the left...then a few seconds later i see a car driving to the left alongside of me on the shoulder!! Now i have no idea if i cut this guy off or what i mean i looked in all my mirrors and blind spot bc im good at that. I look over and ev and i just look at eachother like WTF. THe guy didnt honk or anything or look pissed and he just passed me. Now his liscense plate said he was from Florida so i dont know if they pass on the left or what lol. It was odd. good story? ha nope but i got nothin else. Well im off to bed. Sweet dreams luvs
~Jillian |
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| I fall Sometimes I fall so fast |
[Sep. 15th, 2004|10:18 pm] |
good day all....well lets see here...it was a pretty good day. After school I went to my orientation at the buckle. It went well. The people there are so sweet! I think its gonna be awesome and im really pumped. I thought i was going to gert all the "shit" hours, but they can really work with your schedule and you pretty much work when you want. I hope I sell alot there so i do well on commission and get paid more! So come on in and visit as soon as you get that check ;) After I got out of that i got gas...yea that pissed me off...When i got out of school the gas prices were 1.67 then when i filled up it went up to 1.99...hmm how bout no? After that i went to evynns and chilled then when out to eat with her and nance. Nice meal :) its always a pleasure with nance...she cracks me up. After that I just went home and got soem thigns done and here i am. Nothin else to write about really....Tommorow after school i have to take a quizito and then hang out with the very pelirojo Travis<-(weird right when i typed tht trav called)...great guy then who knows....I MUST stop bye evs to try out her dance machine lol thats great...you would get that ev haha jk it sounds fun. So Friday the girls aqre going out to eat for evs b day dinner then to the game. That shall be fun. Then we have to find something fun to do....on saturday i work ( AT THE DIP)rom 10:30 till 4:30 then whooo knows??? SOEMTHING....then on sun i work 4-close (my last night at the dip). Come see me! well yea it should be a good weekend and rest of week. Im off to bed though. Sweeeeeet dreams.
bye** lovers |
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| random act of kindness |
[Sep. 14th, 2004|11:23 pm] |
Good Day...Well Summer is Long gone and back to having a point in my life. Dont get me wrong I LOVE summer and worship the damn sun, but i feel like i have no point to my life its like 3 months with nothin accomplished. Other than having a lil job at a local ice cream place, I accomplished nothing, besides my social life or hobbies. I mean I would sit outside almost everyday and layout burning skin cells and brain cells, rather than learning about our government for example....it is basically the base of our lives if you think about it... whoa random
Talking about random, I received a random call today. I dont know if i wanted it or not. It made me feel happy, but also made me fall back into something i was getting over and when it chims in only for 10 min. I fall for it. Hard. I'll just go with the flow...
For those who didnt know ( Which i think everyone knew judging by the miles of signs in our locker and the lockers around us) Today was EVYNN'S 17th BIRTHDAY!!!! I LOVE YOU! Wow 17 thats old dude. One more year and we are considered adults...scary..It's like im ready to grow up in a way and get on with my life and go to college, but in antoher way I just want Tinker Bell to sprinkle me with magic dust and take me to never never land. Second thoughts, they have imaginary food there....dont think i could handle that. I love high school though and the best part of being back is FOOTBALL SEASON, even though were a lil shaky in that department. Its ok guys i still love ya and its just the beginning of the season and we won the last game! I just love it though going to the game all in shores attire and being with your friends then finding something fun to after...its the best. Im going to miss it so much when its gone. Just like over break, I missed people that I didnt even know I really cared about. Its like I missed the weirdness in some people. In one of my classes a certain individual always commantates on everyone. I seriously keep track of her comments and rate them on a scale of 1-10. 10 being an absolutly rediculous and quite pointless comment. Yea its pure enjoyment. School is treatin me ok though i hardly ever have that much home work (knock on wood) so thats a plus. It seems like my friends get loaded with it.
Well I still work at Whippi Dip, yep im a member of team dip. But i got a new JOB! Yes, I can make you look yuor best in Buckle attire! Im pretty pumped about that. BUT DONT WORRY! I wont cling to you like a magnet as soon as you walk in the door. The reason is because we get a percentage of comission. I mean I walk in there with absolutly no $$$$$$$ whatsoever and they run up to you and ask if you want to try soemthing on or that crap when they say.....It really brings out your eyes...ha yea i wont be like that. If you walk in ill calmly walk over and say Hi my name is Jillian and if you need anything I would be happy to help. Then if I see you checkin soemthing out ill be like oh yea thats cool would you liek to try that on? Then if youre like no im good ill walk away but if you do then ill say ok we also have some cool jewlrey to go with that shirt if you want. You know Ill work it but I will be cool about it. I wont jump on you like im tripped out on acid. haha wow
Welll today was a descent day. I went to school then went to the doctors. I guess I have to get blood work done to find out if Im anemic or if there is something wtrong with my thyroid. Not a biggy though...i hate needles with a passion for soem reason, but ill live. After that I just came home and did NOTHING AT ALL. It was nice. Well its almost 12, so im off to get some sleeeeeeep!
It was truly a pleasure...Buy my loves
~JIllian |
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